Saturday, June 25, 2011


Good evening.
Today has been rather horrible, I woke up at 3pm. Lethargic, and everything aches...
The awkward moment when someone reads your text wrong, and sends you a horrible one.
I'm a fucking selfish terrible boyfriend.
I think you guys should listen to this.
Really good message.
 Eurgh, well, I feel pretty terrible at the moment. I think i'll try and get a normal 9 hours of sleep tonight, rather than... 13. >__<



Friday, June 24, 2011


Good evening.
Oh my goody gosh, I've had "good evening" here for about half an hour. I don't know what to type so I'm going to tell you guys about my inability to think and type up my blog post..
Oh yeah, FUCK YEAH, assessments for this term are officially over. I am happy :)
I honestly started this post at like 10pm...

Umm, umm.
Other interesting things...
Ah, apart from school, the only other thing been in discussion is only related to fitness, martial arts and stuff; but I won't bore you with that. Epic reversal today though. (H)

History and Memory

Thursday, June 16, 2011


Good evening, I have finally come back from my epic study of Physics and Mathematics.
The studying was horrible, but, I feel that I went fairly well in the exams :)
I hope there are no silly mistakes >__<

Nothing much has really happened over the past few days.
Let me have a think!
On Monday, it was the Queen's birthday, I had tutoring then afterwards, I went to Fletcher's house with Sid to study for physics. I played on his piano for a bit, then we got crackin' ! :D
We did a lot of study, teaching each other things we didn't know, and such.
Afterwards, we decided to go for a run (even though I objected) then exercised afterwards. Ouch.

Yesterday, Sid came over and we studied physics, and like, talked about math for like 10 seconds. I got the duck song in his head, fuck yes. We also had a little mess around in the bushland nearby.
Anyway, I need to get back to work, I hope you all have a lovely week.

Stay Right.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011


i do not know why i like blogging for this boy.
'energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another.' personally, i think this quote applies to everything, not just science.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011


the darkness was impeding. her hands were ghastly, translucent, purple veins contrasting strikingly against her pale skin. she looked upwards, towards the stars, moon and everything above. drawing her hands to the sky, she started to twirl, lost in a world of her own. this girl, she was more terrified of reality than her worst nightmares. her blue-grey eyes skimmed over the skyline, barely visible. her body began to move toward it, her mind had disappeared into ashes. her bruised feet took slow, careful steps, the earth cold. her arms were stretched out like a bird, as though she was trying to catch the ocean breeze. her head rolled from side to side, a puppeteer pulling it this way and that. then, she stopped moving. her toes curled over the edge. she looked downwards, towards the water, waves and everything below. drawing her hands to the sea, she started to fall, lost in a world of her own. this girl, she was more terrified of reality than the thought of her heart losing its beat.
by someone.
go listen to undercover martyn - two door cinema club.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Weak Hearts

Good evening everyone :)
This will be a rather short and bland post

Today, I have (because everyone wants to know, duh)
I slept until about 1pm, so much for waking up early Jason >__<
I then cooked my "breakfast", yes, breakfast at 1pm. I made myself some bacon, eggs, mash potato and kransky :) Breakfast of champions! ... nah. :(
I studied!
I looked up stuff about health and fitness
I had some chicken
I showered
I'm about to have dinner, which is steak :D

Anyway, I just felt like blogging, even though there's no content on this really... Sorry. :(

Uhhh, so most of you looking below are gonna be like "What the fuck?"
Just ignore it :)


Red Cross

Good morning!
Wednesday was a tiring day for me, I went to Parramatta and Burwood with Sid after school. I then stayed up to the early hours of the morning cramming my engineering assignment. I am rather proud. 3000 words in 3 hours. :D
Thursday, I don't remember, but I had tutoring...
Friday, IT'S FRIDAY, FRIDAY. Okay, sorry, don't hit me. Please. I don't quite remember Friday... D:
My weekend has been quite spectacular, but today, I'm going to have to study my ass off, but it's beneficial, so I don't mind :)

Anyway, I'm going very well with my fitness plan, I already feel healthier, and a bit fitter and stronger; little improvements are nice (:
I also have loads of motivation to keep going! Thanks guys :)
So basically, I've changed my diet pretty dramatically. It's a variation of a paleolithic diet. Also, I run home everyday, jog/walk to and from school, body weight exercises, resistance band and fixed weights training, practice a few drills here and then, and also martial arts. Fun! :D

I love your bow. Happiest.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011


Two posts in one day? Oh well.
Hello. I don't like this.

Go ahead, see what happens. It really makes this job much much easier. It's not unique, it's just fucked.
Oh, that is also a lie, just saying. The contrast. Why am I even in this position then?
I find it hilarious when it's like that, try using something else. Really, five centimeters up is all me. When targets & co think that as well, it's just... funny, the lack of logic, the lack of understanding, the lack of relation, the lack of normalisation. Hypocritical if you ask me, especially that. Like, abusiveness.
F matters. It is not one without.
Abilities/Interests > Problems.
It changes everything. At this rate, I don't mind.
A lack of P & T means an inevitable failure.
Always. Every time. Just hurry up already.
Go for it, so it's up for you.
I will not be the cause.
I, title.
P does show, just 1R.

Broken Hearts & Promises.


So much for not blogging for a while... >__<
I guess I'll just do really short posts.

Today was fairly cold, I sort of liked it. I'm in a T-shirt right now. My mood seems to be all over the place.
I don't like this, hurry up, time to do my assignment, bye bye.

Left Out.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Hidden Secrets

May. On The Go.
  1. Don't Panic - Coldplay 
  2. Flowers For A Ghost - Thriving Ivory 
  3. Unstoppable - E.S Posthumus
  4. All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye - John Mayer
  5. Won't Even Start - David Choi 
  6. Belle Of the Boulevard - Dashboard Confessional 
  7. Edge Of Desire - John Mayer 
  8. Up To Me - Five Times August 
  9. Skinny Love (Cover) - Gavin Mikhail
  10. My December - Linkin Park
  11. Letdown - This Providence
  12. Slow Dancing In A Burning Room - John Mayer
  13. Cambridge - Kina Grannis
  14. Inside Of Love - Nada Surf
  15. This Modern Love - Bloc Party 
  16. Good Love Is On The Way - John Mayer
  17. Happy The Way Hard - Every Avenue

There’s a huge difference between, “I love you.” and “I’m in love with you.”

Sunday, June 5, 2011


Good afternoon everyone.
Sorry for the lack of posting, I've been very busy lately, and I probably won't post again until my assessments are done, so I apologise for the long break after this post. I don't think I'm going to talk much here, but let's just say the since my last blog post, lots of things have happened. It'll all turn out well though, don't you worry.
Oh yes, my fitness plan has been going great by the way. :)

Since I don't feel like talking much, I'll just leave you all pictures from my phone.


Good Love